Result on first semester

A very good evening or whatever time when you read this post and assalamualaikum.

Examination result for semester July-December 2012 has been released today. Kak Zura called me early in the morning just to let me know about that, thanks sis :) Everyone seems so curious to know about others result, including me. But I just wanna know my classmates result and who is close to me. Haa about the result, my expectation was true ! I can guess what I'm going to get. Fortunately, alhamdulillah I got what I've aimed before. Pointer of 3.5 and above, I was aiming to get it. Alhamdulillah again, I got it but I still unsatisfied with my business and business mathematics results. Most of my friends just can't believe what they've got. I mean, they got higher pointer than their expectation. Nice one ! By the way, congratulation everyone :D

''Man jadda wa jadda, wa man zaro hasoda'' - Arabian quote. Do you know the meaning ? It's about someone deserve to get something based on how much their effort to get it. If you're trying harder, you'll get better :)

Okay now yang aku pelik sangat sangat sangat bila someone said, I never studied, belajar main main tapi dapat pointer macam ni. HIGHER THAN 3.5. If it's really YOU, I'll never give a fuck about that. Tapi masalahnya orang yang selalu cakap macam ni, depa ni study macam nak mati tapi cakap tak study -.- Hey dude, memang la orang ada cakap kalau kita nak habaq semua benda kat orang, itu namanya menunjuk. Tapi bertempat lah jugak kan kalau nak kata tak study langsung pon. You'll get nothing if you won't study even a little bit. Bukan nak mengata, tapi in reality ramai kawan aku macam ni. Ada yang dapat pointer above than 3.7 tapi still kata tak study, just main main. I CAN SEE YOUR EFFORT IN STUDYING, WORK HARD EVERY SINGLE DAY AND why must you deny about it ? Tak paham okay tak paham -.-

When I study I tell the truth and when I'm not I would do the same. Takdak aku nak tipu cakap aku tak study bila aku study. Hmm sapa yang satu room dengan aku paham lah aku macam mana, bukan study sangat pon. Lazy much :| Not to forget, I really respect Amirah Asmadi, my roommate and classmate. Good looking girl, soft spoken, STRUGGLE IN STUDYING, keep praying to Allah, never had boyfriend, and always being my mathematics teacher when I needed. Dia ni memang rajin, rajin study, rajin solat. Alhamdulillah she's totally good :) Diba, Mai and bebudak room lain memang rajin bagi aku. Seriously depa sangat rajin, layaklah Diba and Mai dapat pointer tinggi pon :)

Like I said before, 'man jadda wa jadda, wa man zaro hasoda.' Kita akan dapat banyak mana yang kita usahakan. Usaha sikit, dapat sikit lahh. No need to wonder why. Allah Maha Adil. Diba dengan Mai sangatttttt rajin and they deserved what they got. Samalah jugak dengan aku, usaha banyak tu so banyak tu ja lah yang aku layak dapat. Mira got higher pointer than me even though she always asks me to teach her accounting and english. By the way, sapa yang dapat result yang tak memuaskan bagi diri dia, keep trying harder. You'll never be a failure until you stop trying. Success depends on you. If you want it, you have to struggle to get it. ''SUCCESS'' will be yours, someday. InsyaAllah.

I am really grateful to Allah for giving me a chance to prove that I can get up when I fell down in my spm. Thanks to my beloved parent for always supporting me and keep praying for me. Thanks to all lecturers for teaching me and gave a lot of information to me to achieve the success. Lastly, thanks to all my friends for supporting me when I'm lost, always hear my problem when I need them, always give motivation for me to start a new life and being my teacher in studying <3

It is just a LIFE.

First and foremost, Assalamualaikum.

Sometimes I hurt, sometimes I'm the most happiest on the earth. Life is like a circle, it keeps moving even though the world stop spinning. You might fall if you're stuck in the circle. Somehow, I'm really proud because I'm lucky to live in this precious world. I'm tough enough to fight with another sperm and now I live as an awesome daughter to my beloved parent.

When I think about my upcoming result, it's really haunting me. Absolutely fibrous. Aiming to get a pointer of 3.5 and above is not that easy unless you're genius, hardworking and you're confident to get it. I was aiming to get the best result before, but when it came to the end of semester all my intentions are died. Nobody knows what I feel, my real situation is. They just looked my facial expressions when I happy or sad. That's all. I have read a quote sounds ''aim low, reach your goal, avoid disappointment'' Aim low is easy to reach our goal, but it will make us hurt eventually if we are the lowest among others.

Then I refreshed my brain to know what was wrong with me, just need some spaces to know myself well. I have failed many times including in my spm, honestly. I mean, I didn't achieve what I've aimed. I'm lost. I have disappointed myself, everyone and most important my beloved mom and dad.

Some says, when you fell down you have to get up and same goes to me when I give an advice to anyone but I can't do it to myself. It seemed so difficult. I have tried many times to be the best but I'm always falling down till I took my spm. When I further my tertiary studies in a college I can understand a little bit about life. It's hard. So difficult to go through. We have to be strong to face it, not alone because if you're facing it alone you might fall down even worse. In life, we have to ignore about others criticize. To care about others feeling is hard too so why not you care about yours first. Just focus on what you want to get. Maybe it sounds like a selfish but sometimes if you want to succeed you have to focus on what you're aiming for.

Everyone wants to be a successful person, including me. Nobody wants to fail. You just need to plan it well, increase your effort in studying, not to forget keep praying to Allah and insyaAllah someday you'll get what you want. You'll never be a failure if you're still trying. There's always a chance and there's always a choice. Don't give up easily. Life is not that easy, it goes on. Note to myself and others.
Life is not a problem to be solved but a reality to be experienced.

Keputusan PMR 2012 | Ibrahimian

Assalamualaikum.

Hari ni, tanggal 19 Disember 2012 keputusan PMR 2012 diumumkan. Batch 97' laa maknanya yang amek exam kan. Macam macam cerita aku dengar, ada yang sedih ada yang gembira. Anyway, congrats to all candidates ! Penat lelah study nak amek exam bukan senang kan. Kalau yang dapat best result tu, alhamdulillah tapi jangan riak pulak, SPM ada lagi, after SPM pon lagi susah. Yang tak dapat best result, jangan give up SPM ada lagi. Kalau excellent SPM pon tak bermakna kita ada bright future automatically. Mungkin peluang cerah nak dapat scholarship and further study, that's all.

Okay tadi tanya junior aku kat Ibrahim tahun ni berapa ramai dapat straight a's untuk PMR 2012 ? They said Ibrahimian batch of 97's got 141 straight a's in PMR 2012. Woww I'm really proud to hear that. If I am not mistaken, 141 out of 243,kot. Okay la kan more than half got straight a's. Takda pulak gambar depa yang aku nak share kat sini. But I think the percentage of getting straight a's in Ibrahim is increasing even though Kementerian Pelajaran Malaysia said the overal percentage of getting straight a's in Malaysia is decreasing. Hmm ntahlaa anyway congrats again to everyone :)

Masa batch aku dulu, PMR 2009 batch of 94's Ibrahimian dapat 138 straight a's out of 248. Calon memang ramai time tu and I didn't get straight a's in my PMR, just 7A's 1B. hehe. Tapi alhamdulillah setakat tu ja usaha aku dengan tak serious masa study dari form 1 sampai form 3. Masuk kelas keja lena ja, taktau lah apa yang mengantuk sangat kat asrama tu -.- *eh melalut pulak*

PMR is not everything, don't give up easily :)

Kes gaduh di Sungai Petani

Assalamualaikum. Hi ! Sihat ? Kalau sihat alhamdulillah, kalau tak sihat jangan mengeluh tu ujian dari Allah :)

Sejak akhir-akhir ni banyak pulak yang aku dengaq cerita pasai Kedah ni terutamanya Sungai Petani, ya lahh ni hometown aku. Tengah malam Ahad (16 Dis 2012) ritu digemparkan dengan kes gaduh dan bunuh kat kawasan Sungai Petani. Ohh I'm scared :O Dikatakan masalah perkauman antara kaum Melayu dengan kaum India. Haihh apa ni kata 1Malaysia. Rasa macam tak selamat kat Sungai Petani ni tapi takdak laa darurat bagai -,- Okay kat bawah ni cerita dia.

Ketua kaum India dan kaum Melayu berkumpul di IPD Kuala Muda untuk mencapai persefahaman

Ni lahh sumber yang aku dapat, macam macam cerita lah jugak sebenaqnya harap harap tak timbul fitnah. Semoga yang lain, yang tak bersalah terutama umat Islam selamat. Amin.

Sebarang pertanyaan,maklumat atau pengesahan maklumat berkaitan kes serangan kongsi gelap india 35 melakukan serangan perkauman di sekitar Sungai Petani,Kedah terhadap kaum melayu & ancaman serangan terhadap surau & masjid-masjid,sila hubungi Bilik Gerakan IPD Kuala Muda 03-4299222 atau Balai Polis Sg.Petani 03-4222222.

ATTENTION SEEKERS

Attention seekers ? Amagaddd I hate them. Cruel much ? (ﾒ｀ﾛ´)/ (ﾒ｀ﾛ´)/

Sekarang ni semakin berleluasa attention seekers mostly on Twitter. Hehh meluat betui aku. Depa ni nak apa sebenarnya. B****, you need an attention from us? Tak cukup perhatian parents mungkin -,-No need to do such thing laa nak approach attention orang. Okay yang paling obvious bila ada match Malaysia untuk AFF Suzuki Cup.

Ada yang nak bogel, nak potong kemaluan, nak sedekah dara bagai. Apa semua ni?? Where's your dignity ? Mungkin tak buat pon benda benda bodoh ni. Even tak buat pon tapi bila tweet macam tu orang akan pikiaq mana maruah hang. Orang macam ni just nak attention. Kalau dia buat macam ni maybe dia rasa cepat famous. Perhaps. Tapi orang yang baca meluat tau dak. Meluat. Haihhh. Banyak lagi benda yang hang boleh tweet tapi p tweet benda benda yang tak masuk akai tu sebab reason yang sangat tak munasabah, nak attention orang.

Bila dah buat macam tu so ramai lah pulak orang nak retweet, kutuk bagai. Then bagi tau pulak account ni sebenarnya hacked by someone. Reason apa tu, bitch. By the way, I think most of the attention seekers ni orang yang sama. Depa create account then tweet macam macam. Haa lagi satu tweet famous. Aku tak kesah kalau ayat ayat yang depa tweet tu ayat yang lahir dari otak sendiri, tapi kebanyakkannya copy paste ja pon then dapat beratus, beribu tweet. Penuh timeline aku dengan ayat yang sama, orang berlainan.

Attention seeker, stop being like that.
I'm so sorry-blogger

BOY FRIENDS

I don't have a boyfriend right now. I'm looking for anyone with a job that I don't have to support. -Anna Nicole Smith

Assalamualaikum, hi peeps !


Okayy, boyfriend ?? Boyfriend yang aku nak cerita sekarang bukan KEKASIH instead of BOY FRIEND=KAWAN LELAKI. Yes, indeed ! For those yang ada partner jangan terasa pulak dengan post ni. Actually, bagi aku tak penting sangat pon ada kekasih ni, tapi best friend penting. Yes sangat penting. Best friend lelaki tak sama dengan boyfriend. Best friend sentiasa ada bila kita memerlukan, tapi kekasih ? You'll know the answer. Mungkin semua orang tak sama. Okay boyfriend yang paling rapat dengan aku Ris dengan Sudaisi. ヽ(＾▽＾)人(＾▽＾)人(＾▽＾)ﾉ Even kami dah separate, I mean study tempat lain lain tapi kami still contact. Kembang pulak Ris dengan Sudaisi kalau depa baca -,- 


Dulu aku ramai ja ramai dengan budak budak laki, tapi bila dah further study semuanya busy tapi alhamdulillah boyfriend aku yang dua orang ni still ingat kawan lama. Sometimes depa call aku nak tanya khabaq :) Kawan-kawan perempuan aku time high school pon tak macam ni. Tapi yang aku still contact of course lah Leen. Rindu gila kat dia. Bila on the phone dengan Ris and Sudais mesti aku akan tanya depa tak kol sapa sapa ka weii kawan kawan lama kita ? And mesti depa akan cakap, aku tak contact sapa sapa pon budak perempuan, dengan hang ja. Ex aku dulu pon jeles maybe sebab aku rapat dengan laki kot. Tapi tu semua kawan, just kawan. But I can't live without them, the awesome BOY FRIENDS. Kalau Sudais dengan Ris call aku mesti cerita pasal crush depa. Haha. Seronok jugak dengaq cerita depa. Time sekolah dulu aku tak la rapat sangat dengan Ris tapi sekarang ni, dia la kawan lama yang aku still contact. Kalau setakat kawan lama kat Twitter dengan Facebook memang laa ada tapi just teguq macam tu ja. But seriously aku rindu semua high school friends :( Sudais tu memang rapat dengan aku, dulu kami classmate. Aku pon cerita life aku kat Ris and aku still ingat ayat dia bila aku cerita pasal crush aku kat dia '' Mus, jaga jaga dengan hati hang, takut tertanam perasaan, payah'' Huhh banyak maksud gila. Then dia pon ada cakap aku paham dengan laki ni, sebab aku pon laki. Trust me, jangan percaya semua lelaki. Lagi satu aku ingat lagi dulu Sudais dengan Sam selalu ajaq aku Addmaths, tapi aku tak penah paham -,- Haa dulu Sam pon rapat dengan aku tapi sekarang dah tak contact sangat kadang kadang nampak la dia tweet kat Twitter. Dia pon busy kot.

Haa lupa pulak, ramai jugak budak budak laki yang tak kenal aku simply simply kata aku sombong. Sombong tang mana habaq maii. Haha. Terharu gila aku bila Sam dengan Cha cakap aku budak perempuan first yang teguq depa masa depa masuk Ibrahim. Really ?:O Sam masuk Ibrahim masa form 4, Cha pulak masuk Ibrahim masa form 6. Cha tu kawan lama aku time sekolah rendah. So aku teguq lah dia tapi takut jugak kalau salah orang. Bila orang dah betui betui kenai aku mesti depa kata aku ni gila gila. Absolutely, memang pon. I just can't get bila ramai laki kata aku ni pendiam. Hahaha baru kenai mungkin. =..=

Now, girls kat luaq sana yang ada boyfriend or crush? Mesti happy kan. But I'm scared if someday you might be crushed. Tapi kalau couple just setakat nak puaskan nafsu baik takpayah. Bercinta biaq plan sampai kawen. Lagipon memang tak baik kan kalau kita bercinta tapi takdak plan nak kawen. Tapi kalau SPECIAL BOYFRIEND bukan jodoh kita, just accept it even it hurts. Mungkin Allah ada yang lebih baik untuk kita.

Last but not least, thanks to my BOY FRIENDS sebab memahami aku. Harap friendship kita berterusan. Bukan semua orang paham kita. Tapi best friend tak pernah cakap depa sayang kita, they just show it :) And aku rindu jugak all my old girl friends masa high school dulu. Huu o(╥﹏╥)o

GOOD LUCK GUYS ! STUDY ELOK ELOK

Camping at Pangkor Island

Assalamulaikum. Hi peeps. First of all sorry dah lama tak update blog.

Dalam feri with Tyra, Memey, Yeen, Zahira and me :)

Dalam bas dengan Zahira. Berminyak minyak muka -.- Panas sangat

Huhhh dah bersarang blog ni *sapu sawang kat blog*. Okay now nak share pasal experience camping kat Pangkor started on 24 Nov until 27 Nov 2012 yeahhh 4 hari 3 malam. At first, aku memang takmau p camping tu. Ya lahhh orang lain dah start cuti sem tapi geng Kelab Kembara ni kena p kem. By the way, aku tak suka lecturer kelab tu membebel actually. Urpss. hehe. On the first day, kami semua tunggu kat cafetaria KPM awal pagi sebab plan nak bertolak pukul 8 pagi ke jeti Marina. But kami bertolak pukul 8.40 pagi macam tu lah dari KPM, sampai kat jeti Marina sejam kemudian. Ingatkan pukul 10.30 pagi macam tu dah boleh naik feri ke Pangkor. Tunggu punya tunggu sampai 12 tengahari baru boleh naik feri. Fuhhh ! Penat gila ouhhh tunggu. Then, sampai kat jeti Pangkor amek bas pulak untuk p campsite which was Pangkor Rimba Kem. Sebelum dirikan khemah kami rehat dulu tepi-tepi pantai, menjamu mata dengan mat mat salleh yang berjemur kat pantai tu. haha. Bila lecturer semua dah sampai kat campsite kami pun dirikan khemah, set up dapur untuk memasak and kemas barang. Petang tu kami start dengan aktitivi abselling. Wuuuu best aku suka ! Tapi ada ja yang menjerit bagai. Kalau perempuan boleh tahan lagi ni lelaki bhahaha. Urpss. Sebelah malam pulak, kami buat ice breaking. Setiap group kena lukis bendera, buat cheers, moto kumpulan and kena terangkan kekuatan group. My group was Semarak Merah. Rawrrrr ! >< Haha. Aku duduk satu khemah dengan Sabrina, Hafsah, Nadiah, Diyana, dan Nana. Malam tu ramai yang tak boleh tidur sebab angin kuat sangat sangat. Rasa macam nak menangis ja T.T Ada khemah yang terbalik and ombak kuat sangat. Aku menggigil sebab tak tahan sejuk. After that hujan. Memang basah la khemah ceritanya, air masuk.

At campsite masa tunggu lecturer

Okay hari kedua pulak, awal pagi kena solat subuh berjemaah. Then persiapan diri untuk aktiviti seterusnya, kami buat senaman pagi and jogging tepi pantai. Wuuu bestnyaaa :DD  Hari kedua baru coach sampai. Before that kami main game yang fasi buat. Radio karat/radio buruk. Tapi game ni lagi mencabar sebab tak boleh cakap just guna bahasa isyarat. Bila coach sampai, kami semua get ready untuk aktiviti seterusnya. At first biasalah kena marah sebab lambat kan -.- Then dia suruh kami lari masuk laut and selam bagi basah dari atas sampai bawah. Can you imagine pakai full sport attire time tu. Berat ouhh kasut sukan penuh dengan air dan pasir. Then kami diberi tugasan ikut group macam assignment jugak lah kena jawab soalan bagai. Kami diberi masa lebih kurang sejam setengah untuk siapkan soalan tu tapi bukan kat campsite, kami kena p lapangan somewhere 3 km dari campsite. Apa lagi kena lari lah then balik pun rushing sebab nak cepat sampai. Baju yang basah tadi sampai kering -.- Petang tu pulak kami buat masakan rimba. It's easier than masakan rimba that we've done before, masa perjumpaan kelab. Macam biasa kami kena masak ayam dalam buluh, nasi dalam buluh, roti gulung dan telur. Tapi kali ni tak kena masak ikan. Eventually, bila masakan tu dah siap kami present lah kat lecturer and it was absolutely awesome. Sedap wehhh :DD

That's me tengah buat roti gulung

Hafsah and Akmal Aldin, my group members.

Ni lah ikan yang aku dapat

Dah siap semua masakan rimba, then kami belajar pulak cara-cara memancing without using joran okayy. Just guna mata kail, tali pancing and siput yang ada celah-celah batu sebagai umpan. Experience pertama memancing dalam hidup. Hoho. Tuu laa first time belajar cara ikat mata kail, cari umpan and cara nak memancing. Pancing punya pancing aku just dapat seekor ikan, and budak laki group aku tak dapat langsung. Sedih betul time tu sebab group lain dapat banyak ikan dah. Yang si Kamal pulak dok main dengan gamat eee sumpah geli dah laa besar badan lembik tapi gamat tu tak kacau orang pun -.- Time nak balik, aku tengok bekas ikan aku tetiba ada dua ekor ikan. Ehhh ! Pelik. Ouh coach tolong masukkan seekor ikan. Hee. Thanks coach :) Time malam pulak kami ada night walk and blind trail/burung hantu. Pheww jalan lebih kurang 6 km pergi dan balik. Night walk tu habis lebih kurang 12 tengah malam. Then time burung hantu as usual lah jalan tutup mata, ikat guna kain. Before I am forgotten kami tak boleh langsung pakai baju yang cerah semua kena pakai baju gelap. Kami dipisahkan dan duduk sorang sorang about 3 hours, lama kannnnn T____T Time blind trail tu jugak ada antara kami yang kena kacau dengan makhluk Allah yang nyata dan ghaib. Normal lah tu. Bagi aku, aku lebih takut night walk sebab berjalan bukak mata instead of blind trail jalan tutup mata. Bila bukak mata ni, macam-macam benda kita boleh nampak.

Dah habes blind trail apa semua dalam pukul 3.30 pagi, kami ada lah chance untuk rehat tapi bebudak group aku takdak maknanya rehat sebab kami ada duty untuk buat breakfast on the third day. So, kami continue dengan tugas kami which was made nasi lemak for 50 person. Damn ! First time tu aku masak dalam kuantiti yang banyak. Fortunately, alhamdulillah semuanya dapat disiapkan. Nasi lemak, sambal ikan bilis, ikan bilis goreng and telur rebus. Semuanya sedap :DD Siang tu pulak, kami ada aktiviti kayak, masakan rimba dan snorkling. First activity on the third day, kayak lah. Macam-macam yang kami belajar time water rafting. Seriously it was memorable. Time kami ditugaskan untuk p ke sebuah pulau, aku partner dengan Nadia Foo. Unfortunately, dah sampai tengah laut baru kami sedar yang kayak kami bocor. Air dah penuh dalam kayak time tu tunggu masa nak terbalik ja. Sumpah takut time tu ! Dengan ombak bagai T.T Nasib baik lah ada abg botak and kami mintak tolong dia dan dia suruh kami p dekat bot yang ada lecturer. Kami cepat-cepat kayak p dekat bot yang ada lecturer sebab nak mintak tolong. Then, kami naik bot tu dan patah balik untuk dapatkan kayak baru. Alhamdulillah selamat :) But, abang yang bawak bot tu gatai ! Eee miang. Okay then dia tolong ambilkan kayak baru untuk aku dengan Nadia and dia tinggal kami tengah-tengah laut. Fair lah jugak orang lain kayak jauh-jauh kami nak dekat sampai pulau tu dah. Pulau apa ntah nama, dah lupa-.-

Rehat-rehat sat kat pulau tu then kami berkayak pulak ke Coral Island. Time tu tukar partner, aku partner dengan Azli. Nadia dengan Akmal Aldin. Haha senang sikit partner dengan Azli tak penat sangat. Dah sampai pulau coral tu then kami jungle trekking untuk sampai ke pulau sebelah sana, it's the time to snorkling babehhh ! :D Fulamak penat memang penat jungle trekking tapi tak sabar nak snorkling. At first sumpah aku takut nak snorkling even kami pakai life jacket tapi still tak yakin. Aku tak berpisah dengan Tyra. Everywhere kami p mesti aku ada dengan Tyra tambah-tambah time snorkling :) Thanks Tyra dia tak tinggal aku. Bila dah dapat snorkling , Ya Allah bestnyaaa. Cantik sangat ciptaan Allah dalam laut. Time bagi makan dekat ikan memang best ! Then kami jungle trekking balik untuk buat masakan rimba dekat Coral Island tadi. Tengah set up barang apa semua tetiba ada makhluk Allah ni mai marah, tak bagi kami masak kat pulau tu. Pulau tu pulau dia jaga katanya =.= Haishhh. Kami pun balik lah dengan hati yang hampa. Time nak balik tu, ombak kuat sangat sangat sangat. Ya Allah, sumpah takut ! Even aku berkayak dengan Azli tapi still takut. Macam nak terbalik ja kayak time tu. Alhamdulillah aku dengan Azli sampai jugak kat pantai tempat kami camping. But ada yang tersesat sampai ke pulau lain. Kesian ouhhh :( Bukannya depa taktau tapi sebab tak boleh lawan arus ombak tu kuat sangat. Eventually, semuanya selamat. Alhamdulillah.

Sebelah malam pulak kami buat BBQ and Malam Kebudayaan. Time BBQ okay lah dalam pukul 10 macam tu dah siap sebab kami start awal. Sebelum makan kami kena buat reflection tentang group sendiri and setiap group kena hantar wakil untuk present. Aku wakil group aku, group 7 dan alhamdulillah semuanya okay. Yang meletihkan dan menyedihkan time kena bagi password tu meluat betul laa. Kalau password tak approve sampai bila-bila pun tak boleh makan. So shaddd :(  Dah pukul 11 malam password baru approved, 11.30 kena prepare untuk malam kebudayaan yang bertemakan kampung. Dah habes dinner group aku (7), dengan group Alpha (8) duty untuk kemas dapur. Boleh tak bayangkan kami dapat tema untuk malam kebudayaan pun time petang tu. So not enough preparation lah. Nasib baik lahh kami buat drama pasal budak kampung. Spontan habis lah time tu. Nasib baiklah menjadi jugak. Paling tak tahan group Hafiz punya drama. Melalut apa ntah sampai nak pecah perut gelak. Dah habis semua persembahan then kami kena saiko mental pulak dari coach, lecturer and fasi. Perghh ! time tu memang dasyat. Semua orang nak maki hamun ja time tu. Panjang pulak kalau nak ceritanya pun. Hehe. Okay at last depa just nak celebrate birthday Afham, Nasrul dengan Adilah sebab birthday bulan 11. But me and Cha not including. Sedih tahu. Huhu. After that, kami dapat soalan assignment. The assignment need to be settled by tomorrow before 1.30 p.m. Pheww dah laa time tu pukul 3 pagi dah. Kami tak tidur lagi wehh. Dekat 4.30 pagi macam tu baru boleh tidur. Krohhh krohh.

Okay on the fourth day. Sedap sedap kami lena tetiba semua kena marah. Dikejutkan secara mengejut >< Semua kena beratur cepat-cepat and tinggal semua handphone or barang berharga kat khemah. Semua orang pelik lah dah la awal pagi subuh pun tak masuk lagi -.- Then anak coach, fasi kami jugak lah dia suruh kami lari masuk dalam laut and selam bagi basah semua. Time tu hanya Allah ja tau betapa sakitnya hati. Kalau siang takpa la jugak, acceptable. Ni pagi pagi buta air sejuk ya amat ! menggigil aku. Then kami diberi masa untuk persiapan diri, buat breakfast apa semua. Sempat jugak lah aku mandi pagi tu kalau tak bau air masin ja kat badan -.- Dah habis breakfast dalam pukul 9 pagi macam tu, kami get ready untuk keluar dari campsite and siapkan assignment. Before that, kami kemas dulu semua barang-barang yang ada dalam khemah. So balik nanti tak laa teruk sangat nak kemas. Group aku combined dengan group 8 untuk sewa van masa buat assignment tu. Kami kena cari sejarah pulau pangkor, peta, cari maklumat pasal kilang satay, tempat-tempat menarik dan bersejarah kat pangkor, peratusan sumber ekonomi and macam-macam lah. Group aku dengan group 8 sewa van pelancong sebab van tu muat untuk 10 orang, so cukup lah untuk group kami. Nasib baik la pakcik van tu baik. Dia cerita lah macam-macam pasal Pangkor ni. So dia lah jadi bukti kami temuramah.

Ni lah driver kami pakcik Jamal Husni

Sg Pinang Kecil, dalam perjalanan ke kilang satay ikan

Pakcik Jamal Husni bawak kami ke kilang satay ikan, Balai Polis berdekatan, Taman Fuu Ling Kong, Batu Bersurat (Historical Rock), Kota Belanda dan pekan Pangkor. Fuhh majoriti penduduk Pangkor ni Cina. So setiap tempat yang kami sampai kena interview penduduk setempat lah, amek gambar bagai sebab nak complete kan maklumat based on question given. Lapar, penat semua ada tapi time tu tak ingat dah semua tu, ingat nak siapkan assignment ja. Okay kat bawah ni gambar gambar kami :

Batu bersurat (Historical rock)

Our group at Kota Belanda

Pekan Pangkor

Me and Cha at Taman Fuu Ling Kong somewhere in Pangkor Island

Balai Polis Sg Pinang Kecil

Taman Fuu Ling Kong

Kerja memproses satay ikan

Kilang satay ikan hai seng hin

Bila dah siap semua tugasan, kami cepat-cepat cari Cyber Cafe untuk siapkan assignment tu. Unfortunately ada satu CC ni tapi tak boleh print gambar berwarna. So we've decided untuk cuci semua gambar tu lah. Fuhh rushing memang rushing lah then cari Cyber Cafe tadi balik nak siapkan assignment. Haa before that, kami p Galeri kat Pangkor tu sebab nak cari sejarah apa semua tapi Galeri tu tutup T.T Nak mudahkan keja apa lagi, google je laa then copy paste. hehe. Print assignment, lekat gambar then binding. Siap ! Lepas tu rushing pulak nak balik campsite. Alhamdulillah semuanya okay :) Group aku and group 8 sempat hantar. Then, kami kemas barang-barang, kemas khemah before balik Seri Iskandar. Majlis penutup as usual lah mesti ada. Group aku dapat group terbaik, and peserta terbaik lelaki, Akmal Aldin dari group aku jugak :) Peserta terbaik perempuan, Sakinah. Terharu gila lah bila dapat the best group but I'm wondering why :O Then abg botak explain kenapa kami dapat group terbaik. Dia kata group kami bekerjasama, saling membantu, ringan tulang, tak selfish, tepati masa, tak pernah berpisah and so on lahh. Muahahah terharu :DD Alhamdulillah menang jugak.

Okay ini gambar semua ahli Kelab Kembara. Sangat memorable :')

Kegilaan melanda sebelum bertolak ke jeti Pangkor

Dah siap kemas barang semua, then kami bertolak la pulak ke jeti Pangkor then dari jeti Marina pulak naik bas ke KPM Seri Iskandar. On the way nak balik SI, time dalam bas tu hampir semua orang tidur. Sunyi sepi ja bas yang aku pulak boring sorang sorang -.- Sampai SI time maghrib and I'm waiting for Hanis about 2 hours. Akhirnya dia sampai jugak dan amek aku kat KPM tu.

All the moments have been captured in my heart <3

 LOVE YOU ALL, GUYS !!

A short meeting with my friends (:

Assalamualaikum and Hi peeps !

Petang tadi aku p SMK Ibrahim. Saja la gedik nak jumpak kawan-kawan. plus, amek adik aku kat sana. Dia stayback hari ni ada saringan sukan. Mishhyoualll laa ! #gaya gedik#
Texting dengan Leen and Syazni on the same time. Yo lahh dah dekat SEBULAN handphone aku macam mayat hidup. Tak berkredit -.- Tengah texting dengan Syazni aku renyih sorang-sorang. Weird ?? Tetiba abah tanya, pasaipa kakak ? Goshh ! Kantoi renyih sorang-sorang -.-''

Texting dengan Leen nak bagi tau dia ada tetamu nak mai Ibrahim. Ihikss. Aku lah nak jumpak depa. Tapi p sat ja, around 25 minutes. Sembang-sembang dengan CAJELIN,AJEWANI,KUCOT tiba-tiba nampak pulak Nazmi ngan Aiman. Saja mai sekolah nak main futsal katanya -.-' Sembang-sembang lah dengan depa and then ada reff dari mana ntah join kami. Enjoy jugak lah sembang-sembang dengan reff tu. Dia friendly.

Nazmi p poli Kulim nanti. Course accounting wuuu :D Yang si Aiman ni pelik sungguh aku. Nampak gaya macam bakal engineer. Dulu pon amek engineering. Tapi dia pilih form six. Aiman dapat politeknik primier kat mana ntah, poli kulim and matrik teknikal pendang. Murah rezeki tuuu. But he rejected all the offers -.-'' I wonder WHYYYY. Last two weeks dia p matrik pendang kalau tak silap then patah balik mai Ibrahim. Susah nak catch up katanya. Apa-apa pon good luck studying in form six, friends. LOVE YA ALL !

Happy hari ni jumpak Syazleen, Khuzaimah, Azwani, Nazmi and Aiman :D After this, I'll meet new friends at Kpm. So sadddd T____T Terpaksa separate dengan best friends kat Ibrahim. Take good care of yourself guys. Love much, MUSFIRAH.

preparation to kpm

Assalamualaikum and hi peeps.

Thanks for visiting here. I'm really sorry because of not updating my blog for a long time. Little bit busy lately. Not too much task to be completed, I just have no time to type something here. I wanna share about what I did for yesterday which was preparation to kpm. It was a very tired day but it was awesome instead :D

Actually, I will shortcut my stories because I'm lazy to type. -.- 
I woke up earlier yesterday; just for my medical check up. First of all, my parents and I went to the hospital. I did urine drug test, eyes test, x-ray and everything related to medical check up. There were many people at the hospital to carry out their treatments. I dislike waiting but I need to be patient and follow the procedure.

Then, we went to SMK Ibrahim. After that, we went to the Lembaga Hasil Dalam Negeri's office which was located in Sp plaza. I need to complete my agreement document with MARA through revenue stamps off. Everything related to revenue stamps was settled there.

After Zuhr, my family and I went to the supermarket to buy my stuffs before I go to kpm. Done shopping about 1 hour -.- Then, we went to my old school ; SMK Ibrahim to pick up my younger brother. After maghrib, we went to pasar malam which was located in Bpj and near from my house. It was a very tired day but enjoyed ! :D

Lazy much,
MUSFIRAH -.-'

Form 6. Orientation week-Day 1 & Day 2.

Lalalala. Assalamualaikum and Hi ! Just nak update pasal form 6 life kat Ibrahim . I mean new form 6 students life. I am the one who is including as form 6 student. Haa, ni request MXNA sebenarnya. Hihi. Lagipon memang nak update pasal form 6, cuma tangan ni malas menaip =.=

Day 1

Sampai sekolah pukul 8 lebih macam tu, aku tunggu Mizah dengan Leen untuk pendaftaran. Tapi depa mai lambat. Nasib baik jumpak Bella, Sybil and Wani Sam :D Ohmaiii lega. Ex-Ibrahimians yang masuk form 6 aku, leen, mizah, bella, sybil, wani sam, fairus, mahirah, mimi, kucot, ris, aiman, danish, shamil, afi, fitree and some of chinese and indian guys. Yang ni je la yg aku ingat. Lepas pendaftaran cikgu, bagi taklimat pasal sistem baru form 6 tahun ni. Form 6 teachers mintak Ex-Ibrahimians ajaq student-student baru lagu SMKI. Haha. Macam lawak ja. Aiman volunteer ooooo.

Form 6 tahun ni dah mula sistem semester. Belajar 3 sem. Ada exam dan kena buat assignment macam kat Uni/Matrik. Plus, start tahun ni ada Majlis Perwakilan Pelajar (MPP) macam kat Universiti gituuuu :D STPM dah tukar jadi STPM baharu. Then, Cikgu Aton suruh kami semua cari kawan baru yang tak kenal lagi and berkenalan dengan depa. Dia panggil nama randomly, pastu suruh kita cerita pasal kawan baru kita =.= Alaa macam orientasi form 1 asrama jek. Memang nampak senang, tapi bukan semua berani nak p depan, naik atas pentas, cakap dengan spontan. Btw, Ex-Sungai Layar yang masuk form 6 ramai gilooo O.o

Ada sorang guy ni, dengan spontan dan beraninya dia cerita pasal kawan baru dia. Semua orang macam Awwww :') Awesome lah dia. Smart pon smart. Alahaiiiii ~ cayaq sat. Hikhok. Okay okay, back to the story. Time budak laki tu dok cakap kat depan, budak-budak Sungai Layar dok sembang kata bekas Ketua Pengawas (KP) depa. Firdaus. No wonder la berani ~

Day 2

Sampai sekolah awal-awal pagi ada perhimpunan macam biasa lerrr ~ First perhimpunan form 6 2012 wooo ! Lepas tu, kami masuk dewan yang tersergam indah tu- Dewan Tunku Ibrahim -.-'
Haa lupa pulak, kemarin Cikgu Aton ada suruh Firdaus tu cakap kat depan and hari ni dia tak prepare apa- apa langsung. Tapi dengan spontannya dia cerita pasal Handphone ; keburukan, kebaikan dan pengalaman dia. Muka tak nervous langsung. Sumpah Cikgu Aton sayang ! Baru ja mai kemarin, dah hot ^^

Pastu Cikgu Aton mintak Ex-Ibrahimians pi ajaq pelajar-pelajar baru lagu SMKI. Setiap sorang Ex-Ibrahimian kena p ajaq depa. Buat aa satu group, berapa orang pon takpa. Jadi cikgu muzik lah tadi ;) Ehek. Ajaq senikata, nada lagu apa semua. Haha. Nasib baik ingat lagi lagu sekolah. *Pheww. Then, MENTOR dengan PROTEGE kena nyanyi ramai-ramai kat depan. Group by group, nak combined group pon takpa time nyanyi tu.

Hari ni kami kena dengaq kempen ja banyak. Act, form 6 upper tengah bertanding untuk MPP. Nak merebut jawatan segala bagai macam kat Universiti tu lah. Next year would be our turn pulak. This year is the very fisrt time SMK Ibrahim tubuhkan MPP macam kat Universiti. Seriously, boleh dikatakan hari ni banyak menghabiskan masa dengan kempen-kempen depa. But it was not bad, quite good. Form 6 kena undi form 6 upper lah sapa yang betul-betul layak untuk setiap jawatan yang dipertandingkan.

Macam-macam lah manifesto yang depa sampaikan untuk tarik minat kami. Seriously rasa macam Pilihanraya sebenar =.= Btw, Cikgu Aton pon kata ni lah sistem SPR yang sebenar. Tadi baru penamaan calon. Haiyaaa. Esok ada lagi kempen, Ahad ni baru mengundi. Eh ! rasa macam nak mengundi betul pulak -.- Lepas tu, Cikgu Aton ada tanya sapa nak jadi MC Hari Guru nih. Laki, Cikgu Aton dah pilih seksiap. Firdaus. Time perempuan Mizah cadangkan aku. Aaaaaaa ! Okay kena jadi MC pulokkk. Malas nak buat text -____- Btw, bergandingan dengan Firdaus tuuuu :D Ahaks.

Dah habis sesi kempen apa semua, Cikgu Aton suruh kami buat group. At least ada 10 orang macam tu dalam satu group. Then dia suruh diskus aa plan nak buat apa untuk perform esok. Amagads !! Nak perform macam mana taktau lah. Practice pon tak buat apa lagi. Dia tak kisah kalau kita nak buat dikir, koir, sketsa or apa-apa ja lah. Asalkan perform ikut group and the best group akan perform untuk Hari Guru.

Ada lagi 2 minggu nak tunggu orientasi habis -.-

Sara pergi buat selamanya :(

Assalamualaikum.

Mungkin pagi ini pagi yang indah buat orang lain, tapi tidak buat aku dan mak. Ya Allah, rasa luluh sangat hati ini. Kucing yang aku sayang pergi buat selamanya. Saat-saat terakhir sebelum Sara tinggalkan dunia ini, dapat aku tengok dengan mata sendiri. Saat Malaikut Sakratul maut datang, Astaghfiruallahalazim. . .

Hanya air mata aku dan mak yang mengiringi permergian Sara. Hiba tak terkata. Pukul 6 pagi, mak masuk bilik aku, bagitau yang Sara dah menggelupur. Dia dah nak pergi. Aku terkejut sangat-sangat. Bangun dengan segera, dah tak fikir pasal benda lain. Terus pergi tengok Sara. Saat tu, Sara memang dah tak kuat. Tangan aku dan mak, hanya mengusap kepala dan badannya. Aku tahu, dia akan meniggalkan kami. Dalam hati, sedih sangat. Tapi aku kena redha. Allah lebih sayangkan dia.

Pukul 6.15 pagi, suara Sara dah tak kedengaran. Nafas dia pon dah berhenti. Saat Sara dah tak bernyawa, air mata aku dan mak turun dengan lajunya macam air terjun. Tak dapat aku bayangkan betapa sedihnya hati mak sebab mak yang rajin bagi makan, basuh kencing berak, bagi mandi, dan uruskan kucing-kucing yang lain. Mungkinkah ini ujian bagi kami terutama mak aku, Ya Allah ? Setakat ini, bukan hanya Sara yang pergi tinggalkan dunia ini. Dah lebih dari 4 ekor kucing kesayangan mak aku tinggalkan kami semua satu-persatu.

Petot, hilang sejak kecil. Panjang, dia kena kurap. Walaupun mak aku dah bagi ubat dan jumpa veterina untuk rawatan tapi kurap dia tak boleh sembuh juga. Akhirnya, dia tinggalkan kami. Ketot, kucing yang kami hantar balik kampung, mati dalam kebun belukar. Kemudian, Tuah (Wawah) pon tinggalkan kami semua. Yang menyedihkan, keadaan Wawah sebelum dia meninggal sama seperti Sara. Sara dan Wawah sakit disebabkan cacing tetapi mak aku dah berusaha memberi ubat cacing. Apa-apa pon, kami kena redha. Tam pulak, mati disebabkan abah aku sendiri. Abah aku terlanggar dia semasa bergegas nak pergi kerja. Masa tu, aku ada kat asrama. Ya Allah, pilu sangat hati ini sebab aku tahu dia tinggalkan kami dengan keadaan yang sangat menyedihkan. Tak dapat aku bayangkan, sebab Tam amat manja dengan aku. Lepas tu, Tompok pula hilang entah ke mana. Sampai seminggu tak balik rumah. Akhir sekali, Sara meninggalkan kami semua subuh tadi. Sekarang hanya tinggal 6 ekor kucing dalam jagaan kami.

Mak asyik salahkan diri sendiri. ''Mak, ni bukan salah mak. Allah lebih sayangkan Sara. Mak kan dah berusaha bagi ubat, tapi nak buat macam mana. Kita hanya mampu merancang, mak '' Mak dah fobia nak bela kucing sebab takut nanti terlebih sayang. Lepas tu, susah nak terima kalau perkara macam ini terjadi lagi. Sehingga saat terakhir sebelum Sara tiada, mak sempat titiskan air dalam mulut Sara. Adik aku tak tahu lagi Sara dah tiada, sebab dia berada di sekolah sekarang.

Mak sayang sangat-sangat dekat Sara sebab dia satu-satunya kucing betina selain ibu dia. Sara ni baik, baik sangat-sangat macam Wawah. Bulu lembut, ekor kembang. Warna kelabu, unik kan ? Hari ini, genap umur Sara 6 bulan. Tapi nak buat macam mana Allah yang tentukan. Kita tak mampu menghalang saat Malaikat Sakratul maut datang menjemput.

Carnival Relay 2012.

Hi peeps ! Assalamualaikum.

Dah berhabuk ka blog ni ? -,-' Before this takdak story nak ditulis dan tangan pon malas menaip. Okay, nak sembang Kedah aa pulak. Haha. *Sigh* Bukannya apa, rasa penat gila aa hari ni. Nak kata aku join Relay takdak pon.

Okay okay okay. Haa, tak sabaq nak cerita nih. Tadi kan, aku p SMK Ibrahim punya la semangat nak tengok Carnival Relay tahun ni. Syok tu memang syok tapi, membe aku sorang pon takdak. First aku nampak budak-budak laki ex-students. Satu batch dengan aku la. Tapi, takkan aku nak p join depa kot. Aku p sembang gak aa ngan depa, tu pon sat ja. Hoho. Sebab boring sangat membe aku yang len pakat tak boleh p. P jumpak adik aku pulak, dia baru habeh 4x100 meter. Tak menang takpa dik, next year hang ada chance lagi. InsyaAllah.

Lepaih tu aku jalan-jalan la kat padang sat *bajet femes* -,-'' Sebenaqnya cari ex-student perempuan kot-kot la ada yang mai. Nasib baik jumpak Fatin Nabila, sembang punya sembang Relay tak tengok pon. Lepaih tu jumpak pulak Fathin Amani. So, sembang la dengan depa 3 orang. Haa, segorombolan budak laki yang p tadi Mustaqim, Sudaisi, Alip, Hanip, Azri, Uzair, Jalil, Ilman, Zayed, Naim, Syahmi, Zaff, Syahir, Nazmi, Ris, Izzat, Amin,  Azneer, Azarul, Alip Mad, Haziq, Faris,Niyaz. Yang tu ja la yang aku ingat. Selebihnya, kalau aku tak perasan ka apa , sorry. Lepaih tu , aku, Mustaqim, Sudaisi dengan Fathin Amani pon sembang la kami 4 orang. Dah kami 4 orang ja ex-5SC2 2011 yang p tadi. Segan nak sembang dengan Fathin, dia Straight A's. Huu.

Semua macam buat reunion pon ada =.= Tapi takpa la, aku memang rindu gila bangang aa kat sekolah tu. Urpss, jujur MUSFIRAH hang bukan rindu sekolah , hang rindu orang yang ada kat sekolah tu. Hihi. Sapa yang paham tau la ==' Okay, rindu junior. Cewahhh! Haa, lupa pulak Azdi, Atilia dengan Fathin Addina pon p jugak. So, jumpak lah batch form5 2011 sekerat dua. Syok la jugak tengok Relay depa walaupun aku agak boring. Yang syoknya tu depa happy gila. Rasanya hampir semua kelaih ada baju kelas. Mostly la. Yang tak ada baju kelaih pon tak perasan sangat. Bagi depa meriah gila aa sebab support kelaih masing-masing.

Okay , cerita panjang lebaq sampai kat situ cukup. Laa ni nak tunjuk gambaq pulak. Kat bawah ni ada la siki-sikit gambaq Carnival Relay tadi.

 3A2. Dapat award Design Baju Tercantik untuk Carnival Relay 2012.

Johan Keseluruhan, 5ST dapat 3 emas, 1 perak. Congrats !

4SN5 pon dapat 3 emas, 1 perak. Tapi ni luck hampa 5ST :D

-CARNIVAL RELAY 2012 WAS LE AWESOME FOR IBRAHIM STUDENTS-

-THE END-

The Winners Of ABPBH 2011.

Hi peeps !
Okay , last night I watched Anugerah Bintang Popular Berita Harian (ABPBH) live on TV3. It was held in Arena Of Stars, Genting Highlands.

Here is a list of the winners:

Bintang Paling Popular : AARON AZIZ

Aaron with his beloved wife :)

Congrats Aaron ! you're totally AWESOME

Artis Duo/Berkumpulan Popular : Jacklyn/Ning Baizura/ Shila Amzah.

Artis Baru Wanita Popular : Tasha Shila.

Penyampai Radio Lelaki Popular : Faizal Ismail.

Artis Komedi Wanita Popular : Didie Alias.

Anugerah Pencapaian Sepanjang Hayat : Datuk Sheila Majid.

Pengacara TV Lelaki Popular : Zizan Razak.

Artis Baru Lelaki Popular : Johan Ariff As'ari.

I HEART YOU, JOHAN *melting*

Pelakon TV Lelaki Popular : Fizz Fairuz.

Penyampai Radio Wanita Popular : Fara Fauzana.

Artis Komedi Lelaki Popular : Johan Rajalawak.

Anugerah Seri Perak : Dato' Siti Nurhaliza.

Penyanyi Lelaki Popular : Hafiz.

Pelakon Filem Lelaki Popular : Aaron Aziz.

Pelakon TV Wanita Popular : Fasha Sandha.

Pelakon Filem Wanita Popular : Maya Karin.

Penyanyi Wanita Popular : Yuna.

Congratulations to all the winners. For those who are not nominated or didn't win in APBBH 2011, try again next year. All the best !

Sadness :/

Assalamualaikum.

I have been hurted badly today :/ Not only today, but for a few days. Dear Allah, what I have done ? What my mistake I've made ? Nobody told me what I've done but my family seem hate me so much. Was that only my feeling or this is the real situation's happening right now? I hope all those things wasn't true.

Seriously, I feel like nobody cares what I do right now even I alive or die ! Especially my mom. Am I did any wrong towards you, mom ? Please, give me at a least a clue so that I might know and I'll try to make a change. My mom turns angry when she's at home especially when looking at my face. Dear Allah, I am begging you to give me some strength. I can't bear it alone. She acts so weird lately, always moody and sometimes I feel that I am not her daughter. I mean not her biological daughter. So sad :(

Everything I do is wrong ! So, please show the right thing. I am just trying to smile like others, but it's difficult. Really hard to do so. I keep crying the whole day including in my prayers :( She never cares if I eat or not. She just cares about my brother. Mom, please I am begging you I hate of being like this. I didn't take even 'a rice' in my stomach for two days. I've done everything you ask me to do, but why you still hate me so much. I know, I am not brilliant like your son that studying in IIUM right now. He's perfect for you ! But please, who am I if you are not giving support to me.

My younger brother knows my problem but he still a kid for me. So , he can't solve anything and he just can be a good listener. I hate of crying and I hate of being hating by someone. Mom, did I ask you many 'things' ? I think , nope. Perhaps. Dear Allah, Please give me some strength and I know YOU will always be with me.

Trolololoveeeeeeee

Hi! Actually, my stories are not related to the tittle. Haha. Just to show my happiness :)

OMG !  I was so happy yesterday, not to forget I'm tired too :/ But the happiness could overcome the tiredness. Hehe. You know what ? Yesterday, I went to my old secondary school --> SMK IBRAHIM ! :D It was about the 'Ekspo Selangkah ke UiTM' . The expo was held on SMK Ibrahim for two days, 24 and 25 March 2012. I met many of my old friends :) Thanks friends for coming today and you all were making my day. It was absolutely awesome !

We talked a lot today ! Haha. It just about 3 months we didn't meet but it seems like we haven't met for 3 or 4 years :O I entered Dewan Tunku Ibrahim with a 'big heart' just to know about my future career. Actually, I wanted to know the best programme I should apply so that I hope I will not making a wrong decision.

Some of my friends suggested me to take Tesl but I'm not brave much to study in Tesl because I know there will be more competitors. In accounting, I guess there must be a lot of competitors too. When I think again, again , and again I feel like accounting would be more better for me because not everyone takes Account in SPM . SBP and MRSM students mostly are not included as Account's candidates , but some of them are included. So, I just need to compete with students from 'SMK' , some of students from 'SMKA', and some of students from SBP and MRSM too.

After the discussion about my SPM result and what should I apply in UiTM, here's the result ----> The young, sweet and beautiful lady told me that I should apply Tesl as the first choice and Accounting would be the second choice. Whatttt ? *shocked for a while* Aaaa, okay then :) Thank you, miss ! you're really pretty. Hihi.

My friends and I went to cafe and bought some drinks. Huhhh, thirsty ! :( Then,we met some juniors and teachers. We went to hostel and had our Zuhr there. Seriously, miss our juniors so much ! After that, we walked to the nearer KFC and had our lunch there. It was very awesome. Seriously, I thought it would be the best memory because we were hardly to hang out together. Joys that we had yesterday will always stay in my heart, friends :)

-Sorry for no photo here-

In my way to go home ~
Father : How about today ? Was the expo great ? And what programme is most suitable for you ?
Me : She (UiTM's) said, I supposed apply Tesl and Accounting. She suggested me to take Tesl as the first choice. But i don't have enough confident to take Tesl. I'm not getting A+ for English.
Father : Just follow what they said, maybe there would be a bright future in Tesl.
Me : Butttttt, I'm not so confident mith Tesl and my interest most to accounting :)
Father : Alaaa, be confident daughter !
Me : Ouhh, okay. InsyaAllah.
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Youngest brother : Father, Alongggggg. . .
Father : Along wants to STUDY, but your Sister wants to TEACH.

I applied Tesl and Accounting. But Tesl as second choice, not first. Converse with Accounting :)

Pengalaman menempuh hari-hari SPM

Assalamualaikum and Hi :) Welcome to my online diary.

It has been a long time I haven't update anything on my blog. Huhhh. Busy ? Actually, I have no idea before ==' I remembered the moments and all challenges I had to face during my SPM days just now.

Bila ingat balik kan, rasa sedih , pilu semua ada. Rasa tak yakin nak ambil result yang akan keluar beberapa hari jaa lagi. SPM results will be released on 21st March 2012, Wednesday. Wish me luck ! Aku masih ingat semua dugaan dan cabaran yang terpaksa aku tempuh sebelum SPM dan sepanjang SPM 2011 yang lalu. Hell yeah, I am sure EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON AND EVERYTHING WILL WORK ITSELF OUT. IT MAY NOT BE THE WAY I WANTED IT, BUT IT WILL BE THE WAY IT'S SUPPOSED TO BE. Allah Maha Adil ! Ya, aku percaya.

First of all, aku accident jatuh moto pada hari kedua Raya Haji. If I'm not mistaken, it happened on 7 November 2011. Seriously, tak pernah plan nak accident segala bagai. Siapa nak accident, tell me who? YOU MUST BE INSANE. Dah laa seminggu sebelum SPM. SPM started on 14 November 2011. Ouchhh. It hurts. Luka tak laa teruk sangat , just bahagian siku, lutut and pinggang. Time nak mandi memang sakit sangat-sangat :( Hanya ALLAH yang tahu macam mana aku rasa time tuu. Can you imagine, I can't write well about 3 or 4 days sebab sakit tangan. What could I do ? Kawan-kawan aku yang lain busy mengadap buku . Almaklumlahhh, lagi seminggu nak exam. PECUT aaa depa. Aku ni, nak tulis pon macam budak darjah 1 =.=

By the way, actually abah aku tak tahu yang aku accident. Mak aku jaa tahu and some of my families sebelah mak sebab time tuu kan Raya Haji. Balik kampung sebab Tok buat Korban. Then, petang tuu nak balik asrama dah. Ohmaiii ! Tangan ni rasa nak tercabut pon ada. Mak ajak abah p farmasi bajet nak beli ubat gastrik untuk aku. Sebenarnya, bukan gastrik tapi ubat untuk luka accident. Lepastu, pulanglah ke asrama tercinta seperti biasa. When I reached at hostel, OMG !! Serious sakit hati, nak menangis semua ada time tuu. Tunggu punya tunggu kawan-kawan seorang diri dalam dorm dengan most part of my body yang sakit ni, HARAM seorang pon tak mai. Hanya ada aku (form5) and 2 orang budak (form1). Dah laa tak inform kat aku awal-awal kalau ya pon takmau mai ASMI lagi :/ Biasalah, lepas cuti ramai yang ambil cuti lebih. Its normal happened in ASMI. Okay, the end untuk accident story tuu.

Bermula laa minggu exam. First week, exam B.Melayu, English, Sejarah and Mathematics. Start dengan first exam lagi kami, (form5) ramai-ramai baca Yassin, berdoa setiap malam semoga dipermudahkan segala urusan dalam SPM 2011. Okay, hati aku rasa tenang sangat minggu first exam tuu. Alhamdulillah :) And our first week exam adalah hari terakhir minggu persekolahan untuk pelajar-pelajar yang tak ambil peperiksaan umum. Seronoklahhh depa boleh bercuti panjang :D Tapi tapi tapi, sedih juga sebab minggu tuu, minggu terakhir jumpa dengan Juniors :( Bubyeeee Juniors, till we meet again~

Second week exam, Ouch ! Aku terpaksa tanggung beban yang sangat dasyat sepanjang aku ambil exam. Balik rumah, then mak aku bagi tau adik demam dah seminggu. Ouhh. nak buat macam mana kan. Adik tak paa lahh demam-demam pon at least dah habis UPSR, dah dapat result pon. Hurmm, aku nih ? =.= Sehari sebelum balik hostel, aku batuk, selsema and badan pon macam nak demam. So, time nak balik hostel tuu mak aku prepare segala ubat untuk aku. Takut-takut aku demam time exam. Tapi apakan daya, ALLAH Maha Berkuasa. Kita mampu merancang, tapi Allah yang tentukan. Yeahh, he had planned these things. Aku demam panas 2 minggu. Ada pakej semua cukup. Demam, pening, muntah, batuk, selsema, gastrik. Ya Allah, time tuu hanya Allah ja tahu macam mana aku rasa. 

Pendidikan Islam. That was the first paper on second week exam (Monday). Seriously, aku tak sempat langsung study Pen.Islam like others malam sebelum exam tuu. Sedih bila ingat balik :( How could I study dengan badan yang longlai macam 'mayat hidup'. Terbaring atas katil sepanjang hari selepas exam. P sekolah , orang lain semangat ja nak jawab paper Pen.Islam tapi aku macam orang Eskimo. Pakai sweater for the whole day. Luckily, Mizah brought her sweater so I borrowed hers. Sebelum paper start, Ketua Pengawas tuu tanya aku okay ke tak ? Huhh. Beratus-ratus pasang mata yang ada dalam dewan tu semua tengok aku ==' *famous sat  Harap-harap boleh score untuk paper Pen.Islam. Amin.

Hari Selasa cuti. Siang tu abah mai ambil aku and then bawa p hospital. Check+ambil ubat. Pastu balik asrama. Malam tuu kami ramai-ramai tengok bola Sukan SEA -Malaysia VS Indonesia. Aku pon join jugak lah sekali dengan depa semua takkan nak stay sorang-sorang dalam dorm. Takut lah, dah la demam. Alhamdulillah, Malaysia menang. *out of topic* Tapi aku ni, Addmaths dah laa tak penah lulus time exam biasa pon. Esoknya tuu, exam Addmaths pulak+demam memang 'HEAVEN' lah T___T Okay, setiap kali sebelum p sekolah aku mesti kena makan segala ubat yang ada, plus pakai sweater Mizah. Thank you Mizah sayang :3 Time jawab paper Addmaths tuu, YA ALLAH. Blur nya aku baca soalan, dengan samar-samarnya :/ Serious pening semua ada time tuu. Sepanjang exam tak payah kata apa la, batuk tak henti-henti. Then, p toilet pastu muntah. Jawab ntah apa-apa T-T  Petang tu, kawan-kawan aku busy kait buah kelapa. Aku macam biasa,terbaring atas katil. Alhamdulillah, tiba-tiba Nazihah mai bawa segelas air kelapa. Thank you Ziha. Love you ! At least aku boleh hilangkan sikit panas badan ni. Hari Khamis paper Physics. Mengecewakan lagi :/ Disebabkan kesihatan, so I got well-rested. Well-rested tak study lah aku, makan ubat then tidur sepanjang hari. Bila nak study -____-

Setiap hari yang aku lalui sepanjang SPM dengan demam panas. That's mean ALLAH masih sayangkan aku. Alhamdulillah :) Haa, lupa pulak. Start hari first exam in second week, aku asyik muntah jaa. Tak boleh makan langsung, tambah-tambah makan nasi. Ya Allah, memang lemah longlai la badan ---,--- Aku terpaksa jugak makan nasi sebab nak makan ubat, tapi muntah jugak lepas makan. Macam sia-sia kan. Third week exam, just paper Chemistry and Biology. Sesiapa yang tak ambil P.Perakaunan merdeka la depa bila habis paper Bio. Aku dah tak demam panas. Tapi still selsema, batuk, and not to forget muntah-muntah. Memang aku tak boleh makan especially benda yang berminyak. Seksa ooo, sakit tekak segala bagai. Sepanjang aku demam, aku tak boleh study macam orang lain, just makan ubat, baring and tidur. Aku tak boleh join depa baca yassin tiap-tiap malam, just dengar ja. Aku tak boleh concentrate time jawab exam, just jawab yang aku mampu dengan keadaan pening-pening dan mengantuk akibat makan ubat demam.

I had my last exam paper on 5th Dicember which was Prinsip Perakaunan. Hoorayyyyy ! MERDEKA !!!! There was no more SCHOOL in my life. Actually , deep in my heart I'm sad :/ I'm sad of leaving school, teachers, friends and all moments there. Hari last paper memang dah tak demam, tapi bila makan still muntah  sebab aku batuk. Tak boleh makan makanan berminyak :/ It was the worst, seriously. All said and done, trust me. EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON. DON'T GIVE UP EASILY. Sometimes, I feel give up too but deep in my heart I'm pretty sure there must be something precious I will get. InsyaAllah. Kalau kita tak mampu, Allah takkan bagi ujian sebegitu. Ya Allah, semoga aku tak mengecewakan kedua ibu bapaku. Thanks a lot to my mom. Banyak sungguh jasa dia. She calls me everyday, pray for me and I hope her wish diMAKBULkan <3 Thank you jugak kepada kawan-kawan yang mendoakan. InsyaAllah. Amin

-Never regret anything because at one time it would be exactly what you wanted-

Facts about me

What is your real/full name ?

Nur Musfirah Bt. Mohamad.

When is your birthday ?

I was born on 1 Novermber 1994 (:

How many sibling(s) do you have ?

THREE :D

Vanila and chocolate, which one do you prefer ?

I choose vanila for sure ! I love vanila than chocolate :3

Which type of icecream you like the most ?
Solero and Tropicana ! And all icecreams related to VANILA :D

If you have a chance to do something to spend you free time, what will you do ?

I will dancing !! Waaa :D Really love dancing. It perfects my life.

When was the last time you cried ?

On wednesday (29/2/2012), I guess. I watched Ombak Rindu filmT-T

Have you danced in the rain ?

Yessss :DD It was AWESOME

What colour do you love ?

I love BLUE colour :)

Have you been drunk ?

Stupid question! Never drunk, I'm muslim.

Do you smoke ?

Seriously, I hate smoking and I hate smoker too >''< So, me is no smoke.

What is your blood-type ?

I DON'T KNOW, AND NEVER KNOW.

What is your fav. sport to play ?

Emm, I love to play Netball and Volleyball.

Have you ever made a prank phone call ?

Haha. Yes !

Have your ever said 'I Love You' and never meant it ?

Yessss T-T

What do what to be when you grow up ?

I love dreaming, but I do not know my real direction. Okay be a teacher is nice right ? (:

Do you believe in love at first sigh ?

Sometimes yes, sometimes no --'

Who was your first crush ?

Let it be a SECRET ! Shhhh

What are you afraid of ?

Of course I'm afraid of Allah. Not to forget, I'm afraid of ghost too. hehe

What is your hope when you go to bed ?

I hope I can still breathe for tomorrow and and and I really hope I won't get NIGHTMARE >''<

What kind of music do you like ?

== I hear what I like

Would you ever get a tattoo ?

STFU !!

Have you ever bitten someone ?

Nope !

Have you ever been in love ?

Yessssss :3

Have you ever had a nightmare ?

Alwayssss >< I hate nighmare.

Have you ever written a love letter ?

Hahaha. Yes ! when I was in primary school.

Do you usually prefer book or movies ?

Moviesssss !! I hate reading --'

Have you ever hated someone ?

Of course yes .

Have you ever have a crush on your best friend ?

Hehe. Yes. * But, who ? -,-

What do you see yourself as being in five years from now ?

Hahaha. Maybe I look prettier. GOSHHHH * Just kidding. I don't know what will happen to me. Only Allah know.

If someone ask you about having sex before married, will you accept ?

Pleaseeeee ! Marry me first.

Which type of guy do you interested ?

He is muslim . He can teach me to the right path. I love a guy who is playing football. Haha.