Result on first semester

A very good evening or whatever time when you read this post and assalamualaikum.

Examination result for semester July-December 2012 has been released today. Kak Zura called me early in the morning just to let me know about that, thanks sis :) Everyone seems so curious to know about others result, including me. But I just wanna know my classmates result and who is close to me. Haa about the result, my expectation was true ! I can guess what I'm going to get. Fortunately, alhamdulillah I got what I've aimed before. Pointer of 3.5 and above, I was aiming to get it. Alhamdulillah again, I got it but I still unsatisfied with my business and business mathematics results. Most of my friends just can't believe what they've got. I mean, they got higher pointer than their expectation. Nice one ! By the way, congratulation everyone :D

''Man jadda wa jadda, wa man zaro hasoda'' - Arabian quote. Do you know the meaning ? It's about someone deserve to get something based on how much their effort to get it. If you're trying harder, you'll get better :)

Okay now yang aku pelik sangat sangat sangat bila someone said, I never studied, belajar main main tapi dapat pointer macam ni. HIGHER THAN 3.5. If it's really YOU, I'll never give a fuck about that. Tapi masalahnya orang yang selalu cakap macam ni, depa ni study macam nak mati tapi cakap tak study -.- Hey dude, memang la orang ada cakap kalau kita nak habaq semua benda kat orang, itu namanya menunjuk. Tapi bertempat lah jugak kan kalau nak kata tak study langsung pon. You'll get nothing if you won't study even a little bit. Bukan nak mengata, tapi in reality ramai kawan aku macam ni. Ada yang dapat pointer above than 3.7 tapi still kata tak study, just main main. I CAN SEE YOUR EFFORT IN STUDYING, WORK HARD EVERY SINGLE DAY AND why must you deny about it ? Tak paham okay tak paham -.-

When I study I tell the truth and when I'm not I would do the same. Takdak aku nak tipu cakap aku tak study bila aku study. Hmm sapa yang satu room dengan aku paham lah aku macam mana, bukan study sangat pon. Lazy much :| Not to forget, I really respect Amirah Asmadi, my roommate and classmate. Good looking girl, soft spoken, STRUGGLE IN STUDYING, keep praying to Allah, never had boyfriend, and always being my mathematics teacher when I needed. Dia ni memang rajin, rajin study, rajin solat. Alhamdulillah she's totally good :) Diba, Mai and bebudak room lain memang rajin bagi aku. Seriously depa sangat rajin, layaklah Diba and Mai dapat pointer tinggi pon :)

Like I said before, 'man jadda wa jadda, wa man zaro hasoda.' Kita akan dapat banyak mana yang kita usahakan. Usaha sikit, dapat sikit lahh. No need to wonder why. Allah Maha Adil. Diba dengan Mai sangatttttt rajin and they deserved what they got. Samalah jugak dengan aku, usaha banyak tu so banyak tu ja lah yang aku layak dapat. Mira got higher pointer than me even though she always asks me to teach her accounting and english. By the way, sapa yang dapat result yang tak memuaskan bagi diri dia, keep trying harder. You'll never be a failure until you stop trying. Success depends on you. If you want it, you have to struggle to get it. ''SUCCESS'' will be yours, someday. InsyaAllah.

I am really grateful to Allah for giving me a chance to prove that I can get up when I fell down in my spm. Thanks to my beloved parent for always supporting me and keep praying for me. Thanks to all lecturers for teaching me and gave a lot of information to me to achieve the success. Lastly, thanks to all my friends for supporting me when I'm lost, always hear my problem when I need them, always give motivation for me to start a new life and being my teacher in studying <3

It is just a LIFE.

First and foremost, Assalamualaikum.

Sometimes I hurt, sometimes I'm the most happiest on the earth. Life is like a circle, it keeps moving even though the world stop spinning. You might fall if you're stuck in the circle. Somehow, I'm really proud because I'm lucky to live in this precious world. I'm tough enough to fight with another sperm and now I live as an awesome daughter to my beloved parent.

When I think about my upcoming result, it's really haunting me. Absolutely fibrous. Aiming to get a pointer of 3.5 and above is not that easy unless you're genius, hardworking and you're confident to get it. I was aiming to get the best result before, but when it came to the end of semester all my intentions are died. Nobody knows what I feel, my real situation is. They just looked my facial expressions when I happy or sad. That's all. I have read a quote sounds ''aim low, reach your goal, avoid disappointment'' Aim low is easy to reach our goal, but it will make us hurt eventually if we are the lowest among others.

Then I refreshed my brain to know what was wrong with me, just need some spaces to know myself well. I have failed many times including in my spm, honestly. I mean, I didn't achieve what I've aimed. I'm lost. I have disappointed myself, everyone and most important my beloved mom and dad.

Some says, when you fell down you have to get up and same goes to me when I give an advice to anyone but I can't do it to myself. It seemed so difficult. I have tried many times to be the best but I'm always falling down till I took my spm. When I further my tertiary studies in a college I can understand a little bit about life. It's hard. So difficult to go through. We have to be strong to face it, not alone because if you're facing it alone you might fall down even worse. In life, we have to ignore about others criticize. To care about others feeling is hard too so why not you care about yours first. Just focus on what you want to get. Maybe it sounds like a selfish but sometimes if you want to succeed you have to focus on what you're aiming for.

Everyone wants to be a successful person, including me. Nobody wants to fail. You just need to plan it well, increase your effort in studying, not to forget keep praying to Allah and insyaAllah someday you'll get what you want. You'll never be a failure if you're still trying. There's always a chance and there's always a choice. Don't give up easily. Life is not that easy, it goes on. Note to myself and others.
Life is not a problem to be solved but a reality to be experienced.

Keputusan PMR 2012 | Ibrahimian

Assalamualaikum.

Hari ni, tanggal 19 Disember 2012 keputusan PMR 2012 diumumkan. Batch 97' laa maknanya yang amek exam kan. Macam macam cerita aku dengar, ada yang sedih ada yang gembira. Anyway, congrats to all candidates ! Penat lelah study nak amek exam bukan senang kan. Kalau yang dapat best result tu, alhamdulillah tapi jangan riak pulak, SPM ada lagi, after SPM pon lagi susah. Yang tak dapat best result, jangan give up SPM ada lagi. Kalau excellent SPM pon tak bermakna kita ada bright future automatically. Mungkin peluang cerah nak dapat scholarship and further study, that's all.

Okay tadi tanya junior aku kat Ibrahim tahun ni berapa ramai dapat straight a's untuk PMR 2012 ? They said Ibrahimian batch of 97's got 141 straight a's in PMR 2012. Woww I'm really proud to hear that. If I am not mistaken, 141 out of 243,kot. Okay la kan more than half got straight a's. Takda pulak gambar depa yang aku nak share kat sini. But I think the percentage of getting straight a's in Ibrahim is increasing even though Kementerian Pelajaran Malaysia said the overal percentage of getting straight a's in Malaysia is decreasing. Hmm ntahlaa anyway congrats again to everyone :)

Masa batch aku dulu, PMR 2009 batch of 94's Ibrahimian dapat 138 straight a's out of 248. Calon memang ramai time tu and I didn't get straight a's in my PMR, just 7A's 1B. hehe. Tapi alhamdulillah setakat tu ja usaha aku dengan tak serious masa study dari form 1 sampai form 3. Masuk kelas keja lena ja, taktau lah apa yang mengantuk sangat kat asrama tu -.- *eh melalut pulak*

PMR is not everything, don't give up easily :)

Kes gaduh di Sungai Petani

Assalamualaikum. Hi ! Sihat ? Kalau sihat alhamdulillah, kalau tak sihat jangan mengeluh tu ujian dari Allah :)

Sejak akhir-akhir ni banyak pulak yang aku dengaq cerita pasai Kedah ni terutamanya Sungai Petani, ya lahh ni hometown aku. Tengah malam Ahad (16 Dis 2012) ritu digemparkan dengan kes gaduh dan bunuh kat kawasan Sungai Petani. Ohh I'm scared :O Dikatakan masalah perkauman antara kaum Melayu dengan kaum India. Haihh apa ni kata 1Malaysia. Rasa macam tak selamat kat Sungai Petani ni tapi takdak laa darurat bagai -,- Okay kat bawah ni cerita dia.

Ketua kaum India dan kaum Melayu berkumpul di IPD Kuala Muda untuk mencapai persefahaman

Ni lahh sumber yang aku dapat, macam macam cerita lah jugak sebenaqnya harap harap tak timbul fitnah. Semoga yang lain, yang tak bersalah terutama umat Islam selamat. Amin.

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ATTENTION SEEKERS

Attention seekers ? Amagaddd I hate them. Cruel much ? (ﾒ｀ﾛ´)/ (ﾒ｀ﾛ´)/

Sekarang ni semakin berleluasa attention seekers mostly on Twitter. Hehh meluat betui aku. Depa ni nak apa sebenarnya. B****, you need an attention from us? Tak cukup perhatian parents mungkin -,-No need to do such thing laa nak approach attention orang. Okay yang paling obvious bila ada match Malaysia untuk AFF Suzuki Cup.

Ada yang nak bogel, nak potong kemaluan, nak sedekah dara bagai. Apa semua ni?? Where's your dignity ? Mungkin tak buat pon benda benda bodoh ni. Even tak buat pon tapi bila tweet macam tu orang akan pikiaq mana maruah hang. Orang macam ni just nak attention. Kalau dia buat macam ni maybe dia rasa cepat famous. Perhaps. Tapi orang yang baca meluat tau dak. Meluat. Haihhh. Banyak lagi benda yang hang boleh tweet tapi p tweet benda benda yang tak masuk akai tu sebab reason yang sangat tak munasabah, nak attention orang.

Bila dah buat macam tu so ramai lah pulak orang nak retweet, kutuk bagai. Then bagi tau pulak account ni sebenarnya hacked by someone. Reason apa tu, bitch. By the way, I think most of the attention seekers ni orang yang sama. Depa create account then tweet macam macam. Haa lagi satu tweet famous. Aku tak kesah kalau ayat ayat yang depa tweet tu ayat yang lahir dari otak sendiri, tapi kebanyakkannya copy paste ja pon then dapat beratus, beribu tweet. Penuh timeline aku dengan ayat yang sama, orang berlainan.

Attention seeker, stop being like that.
I'm so sorry-blogger

BOY FRIENDS

I don't have a boyfriend right now. I'm looking for anyone with a job that I don't have to support. -Anna Nicole Smith

Assalamualaikum, hi peeps !


Okayy, boyfriend ?? Boyfriend yang aku nak cerita sekarang bukan KEKASIH instead of BOY FRIEND=KAWAN LELAKI. Yes, indeed ! For those yang ada partner jangan terasa pulak dengan post ni. Actually, bagi aku tak penting sangat pon ada kekasih ni, tapi best friend penting. Yes sangat penting. Best friend lelaki tak sama dengan boyfriend. Best friend sentiasa ada bila kita memerlukan, tapi kekasih ? You'll know the answer. Mungkin semua orang tak sama. Okay boyfriend yang paling rapat dengan aku Ris dengan Sudaisi. ヽ(＾▽＾)人(＾▽＾)人(＾▽＾)ﾉ Even kami dah separate, I mean study tempat lain lain tapi kami still contact. Kembang pulak Ris dengan Sudaisi kalau depa baca -,- 


Dulu aku ramai ja ramai dengan budak budak laki, tapi bila dah further study semuanya busy tapi alhamdulillah boyfriend aku yang dua orang ni still ingat kawan lama. Sometimes depa call aku nak tanya khabaq :) Kawan-kawan perempuan aku time high school pon tak macam ni. Tapi yang aku still contact of course lah Leen. Rindu gila kat dia. Bila on the phone dengan Ris and Sudais mesti aku akan tanya depa tak kol sapa sapa ka weii kawan kawan lama kita ? And mesti depa akan cakap, aku tak contact sapa sapa pon budak perempuan, dengan hang ja. Ex aku dulu pon jeles maybe sebab aku rapat dengan laki kot. Tapi tu semua kawan, just kawan. But I can't live without them, the awesome BOY FRIENDS. Kalau Sudais dengan Ris call aku mesti cerita pasal crush depa. Haha. Seronok jugak dengaq cerita depa. Time sekolah dulu aku tak la rapat sangat dengan Ris tapi sekarang ni, dia la kawan lama yang aku still contact. Kalau setakat kawan lama kat Twitter dengan Facebook memang laa ada tapi just teguq macam tu ja. But seriously aku rindu semua high school friends :( Sudais tu memang rapat dengan aku, dulu kami classmate. Aku pon cerita life aku kat Ris and aku still ingat ayat dia bila aku cerita pasal crush aku kat dia '' Mus, jaga jaga dengan hati hang, takut tertanam perasaan, payah'' Huhh banyak maksud gila. Then dia pon ada cakap aku paham dengan laki ni, sebab aku pon laki. Trust me, jangan percaya semua lelaki. Lagi satu aku ingat lagi dulu Sudais dengan Sam selalu ajaq aku Addmaths, tapi aku tak penah paham -,- Haa dulu Sam pon rapat dengan aku tapi sekarang dah tak contact sangat kadang kadang nampak la dia tweet kat Twitter. Dia pon busy kot.

Haa lupa pulak, ramai jugak budak budak laki yang tak kenal aku simply simply kata aku sombong. Sombong tang mana habaq maii. Haha. Terharu gila aku bila Sam dengan Cha cakap aku budak perempuan first yang teguq depa masa depa masuk Ibrahim. Really ?:O Sam masuk Ibrahim masa form 4, Cha pulak masuk Ibrahim masa form 6. Cha tu kawan lama aku time sekolah rendah. So aku teguq lah dia tapi takut jugak kalau salah orang. Bila orang dah betui betui kenai aku mesti depa kata aku ni gila gila. Absolutely, memang pon. I just can't get bila ramai laki kata aku ni pendiam. Hahaha baru kenai mungkin. =..=

Now, girls kat luaq sana yang ada boyfriend or crush? Mesti happy kan. But I'm scared if someday you might be crushed. Tapi kalau couple just setakat nak puaskan nafsu baik takpayah. Bercinta biaq plan sampai kawen. Lagipon memang tak baik kan kalau kita bercinta tapi takdak plan nak kawen. Tapi kalau SPECIAL BOYFRIEND bukan jodoh kita, just accept it even it hurts. Mungkin Allah ada yang lebih baik untuk kita.

Last but not least, thanks to my BOY FRIENDS sebab memahami aku. Harap friendship kita berterusan. Bukan semua orang paham kita. Tapi best friend tak pernah cakap depa sayang kita, they just show it :) And aku rindu jugak all my old girl friends masa high school dulu. Huu o(╥﹏╥)o

GOOD LUCK GUYS ! STUDY ELOK ELOK