Semester 2 Break and New Experience at CHENTA BRIDAL HOUSE

Assalamualaikum and Hi everyone.

Hmm I didn't update my blog almost 6 months. I have a lot of story to share actually, but I also need to manage my others routine as a college student such as attending classes, studying for tests and examinations. So, now is semester break and I have enough time to seat in front of my lappy, blogging, online for 24/7. Urpsss I have another things to do anyway.

By the way, my final exam for this semester was ended on 13th May 2013 and it was about 3 weeks ago. I feel free from all those nightmares ; quizzes, examinations, assignments, projects and presentations. But when I think about what will I get for final result later, which is my pointer it is haunting me even worse. I can't aim higher when I knew my carry marks. It is really making me 'feeling down'. I don't know what had happened to me for overall of second semester. I got the worst result during my tests plus I was aimed by lecturer. Yeahh I know it sounds bad. *sigh* (Only Allah, my mom and my roommates knew the story) Before I'm forgotten, my mother has told me before, just pray to Allah to make everything going smooth. InsyaAllah I will do :) Even though if I didn't get the best result for this semester, I will try my best for next semester.

Next, I would like to share my new experience as a part time worker at a wedding boutique. For your information, I'm working at a wedding boutique which is not far from my house; CHENTA BRIDAL HOUSE. This is my very first time to have an experience in working. I never worked before even when I was waiting for my spm result -.-  I learned to tidy up the store, made the arrangements for flowers, ironed the wedding dresses and many more. Even though it sounds easy, but it was really tired. No doubt. At first, I really felt the tiredness of working. Then, all the tiredness and pains gone when I enjoyed doing the work given. Now, I could understand how difficult our parents work to find money and sustenance. It is not that easy. They have sacrificed a lot of time and energy for us. We have to be grateful for what we got :)

These are some photos I took when I was working.

Handmade :)

Collection of wedding dresses.

For those who would like to make a wedding ceremony, you may book our service. We will give satisfaction to our customer :)  Just click the link given for any further informations.

https://www.facebook.com/pages/CHENTA-BRIDAL-HOUSE/182312225148425?fref=ts

Result on first semester

A very good evening or whatever time when you read this post and assalamualaikum.

Examination result for semester July-December 2012 has been released today. Kak Zura called me early in the morning just to let me know about that, thanks sis :) Everyone seems so curious to know about others result, including me. But I just wanna know my classmates result and who is close to me. Haa about the result, my expectation was true ! I can guess what I'm going to get. Fortunately, alhamdulillah I got what I've aimed before. Pointer of 3.5 and above, I was aiming to get it. Alhamdulillah again, I got it but I still unsatisfied with my business and business mathematics results. Most of my friends just can't believe what they've got. I mean, they got higher pointer than their expectation. Nice one ! By the way, congratulation everyone :D

''Man jadda wa jadda, wa man zaro hasoda'' - Arabian quote. Do you know the meaning ? It's about someone deserve to get something based on how much their effort to get it. If you're trying harder, you'll get better :)

Okay now yang aku pelik sangat sangat sangat bila someone said, I never studied, belajar main main tapi dapat pointer macam ni. HIGHER THAN 3.5. If it's really YOU, I'll never give a fuck about that. Tapi masalahnya orang yang selalu cakap macam ni, depa ni study macam nak mati tapi cakap tak study -.- Hey dude, memang la orang ada cakap kalau kita nak habaq semua benda kat orang, itu namanya menunjuk. Tapi bertempat lah jugak kan kalau nak kata tak study langsung pon. You'll get nothing if you won't study even a little bit. Bukan nak mengata, tapi in reality ramai kawan aku macam ni. Ada yang dapat pointer above than 3.7 tapi still kata tak study, just main main. I CAN SEE YOUR EFFORT IN STUDYING, WORK HARD EVERY SINGLE DAY AND why must you deny about it ? Tak paham okay tak paham -.-

When I study I tell the truth and when I'm not I would do the same. Takdak aku nak tipu cakap aku tak study bila aku study. Hmm sapa yang satu room dengan aku paham lah aku macam mana, bukan study sangat pon. Lazy much :| Not to forget, I really respect Amirah Asmadi, my roommate and classmate. Good looking girl, soft spoken, STRUGGLE IN STUDYING, keep praying to Allah, never had boyfriend, and always being my mathematics teacher when I needed. Dia ni memang rajin, rajin study, rajin solat. Alhamdulillah she's totally good :) Diba, Mai and bebudak room lain memang rajin bagi aku. Seriously depa sangat rajin, layaklah Diba and Mai dapat pointer tinggi pon :)

Like I said before, 'man jadda wa jadda, wa man zaro hasoda.' Kita akan dapat banyak mana yang kita usahakan. Usaha sikit, dapat sikit lahh. No need to wonder why. Allah Maha Adil. Diba dengan Mai sangatttttt rajin and they deserved what they got. Samalah jugak dengan aku, usaha banyak tu so banyak tu ja lah yang aku layak dapat. Mira got higher pointer than me even though she always asks me to teach her accounting and english. By the way, sapa yang dapat result yang tak memuaskan bagi diri dia, keep trying harder. You'll never be a failure until you stop trying. Success depends on you. If you want it, you have to struggle to get it. ''SUCCESS'' will be yours, someday. InsyaAllah.

I am really grateful to Allah for giving me a chance to prove that I can get up when I fell down in my spm. Thanks to my beloved parent for always supporting me and keep praying for me. Thanks to all lecturers for teaching me and gave a lot of information to me to achieve the success. Lastly, thanks to all my friends for supporting me when I'm lost, always hear my problem when I need them, always give motivation for me to start a new life and being my teacher in studying <3

It is just a LIFE.

First and foremost, Assalamualaikum.

Sometimes I hurt, sometimes I'm the most happiest on the earth. Life is like a circle, it keeps moving even though the world stop spinning. You might fall if you're stuck in the circle. Somehow, I'm really proud because I'm lucky to live in this precious world. I'm tough enough to fight with another sperm and now I live as an awesome daughter to my beloved parent.

When I think about my upcoming result, it's really haunting me. Absolutely fibrous. Aiming to get a pointer of 3.5 and above is not that easy unless you're genius, hardworking and you're confident to get it. I was aiming to get the best result before, but when it came to the end of semester all my intentions are died. Nobody knows what I feel, my real situation is. They just looked my facial expressions when I happy or sad. That's all. I have read a quote sounds ''aim low, reach your goal, avoid disappointment'' Aim low is easy to reach our goal, but it will make us hurt eventually if we are the lowest among others.

Then I refreshed my brain to know what was wrong with me, just need some spaces to know myself well. I have failed many times including in my spm, honestly. I mean, I didn't achieve what I've aimed. I'm lost. I have disappointed myself, everyone and most important my beloved mom and dad.

Some says, when you fell down you have to get up and same goes to me when I give an advice to anyone but I can't do it to myself. It seemed so difficult. I have tried many times to be the best but I'm always falling down till I took my spm. When I further my tertiary studies in a college I can understand a little bit about life. It's hard. So difficult to go through. We have to be strong to face it, not alone because if you're facing it alone you might fall down even worse. In life, we have to ignore about others criticize. To care about others feeling is hard too so why not you care about yours first. Just focus on what you want to get. Maybe it sounds like a selfish but sometimes if you want to succeed you have to focus on what you're aiming for.

Everyone wants to be a successful person, including me. Nobody wants to fail. You just need to plan it well, increase your effort in studying, not to forget keep praying to Allah and insyaAllah someday you'll get what you want. You'll never be a failure if you're still trying. There's always a chance and there's always a choice. Don't give up easily. Life is not that easy, it goes on. Note to myself and others.
Life is not a problem to be solved but a reality to be experienced.